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Is it PMS or what. So often I find myself falling into depression, locking myself up from the outside world and feeling moody and upset about almost every single thing around me. It's like I'm back to how I was when I was a child, anti-social. Yea I overreact when I'm upset about certain stuffs, people see it as me throwing tantrums. I don't know, is it better to bottle things up and not make a joke out of myself? Well apparently those who are in tantrum are childish and not grown up; only kids throw tantrums.. I think so too.
Sigh. My walls are built up too strong, too high...

想幸福的人

Bad Friday

Slept late and didn't manage to catch enough sleep last night, now I am freaking shag T_T

& also, just checked my exam results and I totally flunked it. Received a freaking Academic Warning letter.

Sigh, now I just feel like quitting school. It's only level one and I can't do well. Level three perhaps I can kill myself.

Today is obviously not a happy Friday, but I totally brought this upon myself... -_-"

I want to eat Bibigo spicy rice cakes. A lot of them...

Colleagues and ex-colleagues :)

So last last Sunday we had a lunch meetup with ex-colleagues at NEX mall.

My dear girls who guided me from when I entered the company :)

& after Cynthia and Regine left, Onz and I went for massage at Chen Kang Wellness.

Shiok. Super shiok hahahah $_$

Our dinner at Bibigo Korean Restaurant was awesome, but a little pricey.

I thought it's worth it though!

Yummy spicy rice cake that is different from what I usually eat.

It's good! but not enough!!

Onz's Spicy Chicken Stew

& my Chargrill Bulgogi! Drools~

Genmaicha.

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Last Saturday, we had an advance Christmas gathering at Pauline's house and guess what?

Our lunch is entirely prepared by our little prince Axl!! Check it out check it out!

He is eleven and cook better than me... -_-"

Healthy salad

Cutely molded rice

Curry chicken!!!

Waffle fries <3

Tuna biscuit & cherry tomatoessss. I had so much of this :P

Yummy corns ^_^

& mushroom soup

Even the presentation is so good. & all taste damn good really.

Chef Axl have this culinary torch gift from Cindy and it looks like his toy car remote control! Hahahah! So we used it to BBQ our marshmallows and it tasted damn awesome. Except for the part when it got on fire. Lol~~~

 So we played Monopoly and Mastermind before leaving~

I got into full of debts in Monopoly!!! D: but won in Mastermind.

No luck but got brains. Heheheh.

That's all for now. I can't wait for Bangkok trip! 12more days!!! ^_^

Holiday Season!

Its December and December means CHRISTMAS & HOLIDAYS!
2013 is coming to an end and somehow, it'd been quite a fruitful year for me. Full of ups and downs though.
Sometimes I would think I really really need a change, but then changes make me feel insecure. Like we'll never know if the next step we take is a fall or a level up. Anyway, neither would be easy. Sometimes I choose to stay in my comfort zone because of fear. Then again I realised how vague my future is..

This year Christmas is going to be quite quiet for me. Since past few years I was the one who organized most of the celebrations, well eventually I got tired after knowing that nobody else truly bother (since I asked & nobody give any respond). So yea, save up my money from the gifting, and some time-alone instead of a busy December :)

Friendships

So we all knew, there are so many kinds of friendships in the world...

& the kinds I have.. as below...

- The hi-bye friends. Where we knew each other's existence, but know nothing about.
- Then there are friends whom we 'catch-up' only if we happen to meet in whatever occasions.
- Also, those whom I was once close with, but never cared after we gone separate ways.. They'll be like "oh we should meet up someday!!" yeah.. which I can't be bothered anymore because none of them actually bother to plan any simple meet up, and even when I did, they were never free for me. So.. Seriously, I'll just have to let it go.
- A few whom we meet up perhaps only once or twice a year but know we still do love each other regardless how busy :)
- & we have the super steady friends, one call and they're down with you for supper. (Y) or one thought about travelling and next minute the tickets are bought. o_o
- Lastly and most importantly, my bestfriends! People whom you can sometimes end up quarreling and getting angry with simply because you care too much. & those whom you can rant non-stop about any nonsense with them having to suck thumb and take it all in. HAHAHA

People come and go in our life, & I choose to treasure those who are worth ♥

Holiday.. somehow

EXAM IS OVER.
Yes but I flunked my last paper. Oh well.
After shutting myself in for two weeks I can finally step out without worrying for stupid exams.

The after exam last time was, "YAY HOLIDAY". Now? "Fck, work tomorrow." LOL.

To be honest, even though I shut myself in, I didn't really studied. Like only briefly. That's why I flunked.
Just when I was on my way to the Exam hall, my contact lens fell out. Seriously?
I was already late for my exam. So I went in, read the paper and mind blank.
Wahla~ Anyhow did and ciaos~

Ended up Esther came out earlier than me, and we just looked at each other and "ok we're doomed."

Headed off for my hair treatment & eyebrow trimming. Finally some time for self-pamper. I seriously need to hit back the gym. It'd been so long.

So it's Friday now, I can't wait for weekend.\

Moodswings

I can't help it. It's like out of nowhere, no reason, you just feel depressed. The feeling of restlessness, slow downed, don't feel like doing anything AT ALL. Overwhelming of hopelessness, helplessness or frustrations. It just comes without warning. Then you wish someone would understand, or even better, know how to chase it away.

All in the mind filled with, "FML. NO. Why am I doing this?.. I wanna get out of here!. fcuk. no. FUCKKK. Life sucks. I hate everybody."
Then others will be like, "What the hell is wrong with you? What's your problem??" & you go "I DON'T KNOW. GO AWAY" the next moment you feel like crying, for absolutely no reason at all. Yea, something like that.

Maybe I need a psychotherapy.

Study Week

I'm left with two days to study for my first paper... and another week of study before next paper...

Can't wait for exams to be over!!! Then its holiday oh yeahyeah~

Bopi bopi I pass my exam...........

Anyway, a brief... very brief update....

Last last Monday went for baby Jerynn's first month party.

She is so tiny! 0_0 Aigoo. Too cute seriously...

& last Friday, Grace's advance birthday celebration at Alps Cafe.

Quite loving Alps Cafe where we can eat, drink, sing or play darts.

Definitely a good place to hang out! (Y)

Anyway, today is Grace's actual Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUAH<3

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Movieeeeee ^_^

Caught Thor lately and hahahah Loki is too cute!

Like what do we do without him in the movie??

This Ender's Game is too good. Or perhaps its Ender who is way too charming to me.

Even though he's a kid, but damn it the moment everyone gave him respect and salute to him...

@_@

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Ok sigh, time to study now...

好朋友只是朋友

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My first exam after like maybe two years or more... Its two weeks away and I've only started making notes for Chapter1. Yesterday started on Chapter 2 and I only did a small part and I went to sleep.. Hahaha.
I'm kinda scared my mind will go blank when I see the paper @_@

Birthdays Joy

Last Sunday we celebrated Jeff's birthday at Table Manners.

Quite disappointing that not many could make it though.

Photo credit to Joelle.

Table mat teaching us how to know our date better through body language.

I ordered their salmon again but this time they ran out of mushrooms ):

Mushrooms replaced with Broccoli. Still taste good though!

Jangjang- the surprise birthday cake with the happy birthday boy.

Don't know how to eat properly... HAHA

See how happy he is opening his present

^_^

& yesterday, we celebrated CL's advance birthday since she won't be in sg next week.

Dinner was at Blu Jaz, where she went before and had bad experience while seating outdoor.

Well, I booked indoor seats. Apparently they sort of improved she said. Indoor's much better and the food got nicer too.

Here is my grilled salmon presented.

The food portion at Blu Jaz is really small.. but it taste quite good though.

Probably not filling for guys.

Here's after I spread my plate out. Haha

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& after comes the Oreo cheese birthday cake~

They didn't had it whole so we ordered 8 pieces to put together.

Well it turned out nicer than what we expected :)

but the taste is just ohhhkay...... I couldn't finish a whole slice alone.

An advance birthday wish~~ u_u

Next stop PlayNation where we played Jenga and Cluedo.

Seem like... Jenga is too exiting till E&L have to show their bunny tooth.

HAHAHA

^_^

My lovely Note3

So I got my new Note 3 last Wednesday night. Didn't like it at first because it's quite a major change compared to iPhone. I wasn't used to it at all. There was so many stuffs that I couldn't understand why it's there and the note was so big I can't use with one hand alone. Then I had a bit of regret for not staying faithful to iPhone.

Next day when I finally have time to explore, I started changing all the settings to suit my liking and also customized the fonts and icons. Now I love my note! Remembered the reason for going to android. & that is the customization. Haha! My phone font is so cute hehehe. Anyway, pros and cons with both ios and android. I don't regret my choice anymore.
But the note is still too big for me..

Byebye iPhone

Tonight I'm breaking up with my iPhone for Note3...
Kinda sad, can't bear to leave my phone! Haha I must be crazy...

Due to last night late sleeping for drama, I had to take coffee to stay awake. & again cause me nauseous.
Oh well, I thought it's gonna be a bad day. I forgot to withdraw money thus no cash for lunch, fortunately my colleague treated us KFC cuz he won some money from the lottery. Lolol! Yay! May they win more money hohoho~ Today didn't go as bad as I thought it would. but well, I need to hang in there until 2359 submission time. Because I bet I can't finish any earlier.

So currently, my mind is only full of the 'BIG' korean drama instead of my assignment.
I'm hopeless.. I'm hopeless..........

Bad Addiction

It's Monday Monday Monday~

but oh yay tomorrow is public holiday!! Beedo beedo beedo..

Which means we get to sleep late today! :D

So I caught two good movies last weekend; Gravity and About Time.

Wasn't too fantastic but it's okay.

Since I sort of had no idea how its like in space,
this movie was actually quite intriguing to me.

Like just trying to survive in space, and floating around that's all.

Hahaha I'm sorry I seemed to make movie making sound so easy,
but no I don't mean that.

Anyway, I just don't think its a MUST watch. Neither will I ask anyone not to watch it.

It isn't that bad.

About Time was actually pretty good.

Actress is pretty, and I like the concept of having second chances in life.

Having the chance to perfect everything...

If only I can have.. at least one of this chance, to go back to the past..

Just once and that'll be enough.

So anyway, last Friday before the movie, we had an AWESOME DINNER at Sushi Express!

My Friday at first wasn't so good. Mood was pretty low even after I got off work.

Actually wanted to dine at Far East Sushi Bar but I decided that the shop was too small for the six of us to eat comfortably. So we went to 313 Sushi Express instead. The queue was crazy! Well the mad hungry us went insane the moment we sat down, we grabbed the sushi non-stop. It was awesome because all of us were crazy over sushi so I didn't look like I'm a glutton alone HAHAHA.

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Its Tuesday midnight now while I'm typing this, and I realized how drama series actually kinda ruined me. Last Sunday I started watching this korean drama [BIG]... then I got freaking addicted to it!

Damn. I still have an assignment due in less than 24hrs. Supposingly planned to either do my assignment today or go to gym. But I ended up watching drama!! Fuck. 

Why must drama series be so addictive??? ):

It's so bad. I used to love reading story books but I don't even touch them anymore when I started this craze. & even though I stick to my phone all the time (being quite addicted to the social networking shit), I can totally forgot that I have a phone... Well its like I just couldn't be bothered with anything else when I'm watching my dramas. What to do when these shows are so good?... Sigh.

I am a freaking no life person T_T

Perceptions

Sometimes, or most of the time. What you see may not be what it is. 

Don't judge. 

Sometimes I don't know what's with my weird brain

I am so stupid. I could have gotten my Note3 this Friday, but I put to next Wednesday because then I'll be at home for collection. Actually I could have just ask for it to deliver to my office. Haha I am so speechless with myself...

The Impulsive Buyer

Previously decided on getting iPhone5S but there was no stock so I thought of waiting.

I don't know why, suddenly, yesterday I don't feel like waiting anymore and I went to get Galaxy Note3. Today I checked online and saw iPhone5S 16GB gold stock is in! Fml why so suay? I think I have no fate with my 5S gold. Oh well.

I'm such an impulse buyer...

That's how my money always vanishes so quickly.

Expectations

Sometimes when I know that someone's expecting something from me, I tend to purposely defy and give them something else. Maybe disappointments hahaha. Because I like giving surprises and I'm rebellious like that. 

Just don't like the feeling of having someone's expectation on myself.  

I'm so hungry now. 

Random ranting

TMA01 down! Finally submitted my assignment last night five minutes before 2359! Phew~
A load off shoulder but next one coming up in a week plus time...

& guess what? Bangkok hotel booked! Its really really cheap but kinda old. I'm just hoping it'll be clean and comfy. Well we'll see...

Having class in two hours time, which means off work soon.
*Stay awake stay awake! Tomorrow is Friday!!!*

Busy stressful days~~~

Sup guys. I've been real busy lately sighpie.

Huge loads of work not done on my table and now rushing home to complete my assignment which is due tonight 2359. 

Was staring at the paper last night and had no clue how to start at all so I gave up and prayed for miracle to fall upon me tonight.

I know, shouldn't have done last minute. But urgh. Whatever. I thought I was genius. Lmao. 

So much work was thrown to me in the office I don't even know which to do first. Bloody hell I'm doing two person's job, I should freaking get paid double. 

Life sucks pretty much at the moment but I've just booked air tickets to Bangkok. It's at the end of the year though, so near yet so far! Well, something to look forward to at least. 

We were having a hard time deciding which hotel, 6d5n and you know I'm very particular about hotel's cleanliness and convenience. Also had to consider the price because we were on budget. Oh well I don't know how, shall let them decide. 

I am so tired and in need of a salmon feast. Or maybe two.

Insidious Marathon

Holy crap I typed so much and accidentally went out of the app and poof my post is gone because I haven't saved. Damn it.

Anyway I'm just back from my Insidious marathon. It's so good! Well at least to me it is. 

What a tiring day, I actually spent about three hundred plus today man. Wtf

Supposingly going to Wearto shoes party with the sister but ended up we woke up late plus took our time preparing and we were so hungry too. Didn't had time. 

Both of us lunched at TCC and spent almost eighty. Goddamn it we're so pig. 

Le sis then headed off to Jurong to catch her insidious marathon since hers starts earlier. So off I go to do some shopping and yea, that's where my money went to. 

Did manicure and pedicure too! There was even massage chair. Super shuang. 

To marina square after....

Both insidious 1&2 was awesome. We had about 40mins break in between too. Well, I would say if you haven't caught insidious one, would be better to go catch it before you watch two.

Why? Because they are linked duh. 

So tired. Ok off to bed now. Goodnight folks!

Which Phone??

Decision making is so hard.
Sometimes it seems so impossible to get the best of both world!
I have been an iPhone user for years, and actually thinking of switching to Android because well, I thought I could give Android a chance. but think again, I'm going to be with the phone for maybe 2years.
& also, after updating my iPhone to iOS7, the more I can't bear to leave my iPhone!!

Oh damn it, I can't decide at all.

I want Android for the more convenient downloading of music and all, also the search function available in texts to actually refer back important messages from before without having to scroll like mad.
If iPhone has these it'll be perfect!!!

I haven't been downloading songs to my iTunes for a long long time... One is because previously my laptop died on me and I was laptop-less for quite a long period of time thus I lost the habit of finding songs online until now I forgot how already. Too lazy too, so many steps... =\
So yeah, I simply just sync my phone to my friend's iTunes luh. Which means I don't get to update my songs on my own.

HOWWW? Tell me tell me tell tell tell tell tell me~
I really like iOS interface and the perfect iPhone size in my hand.

Any suggestions? Please leave in my comment box

I know this is random, and the video is 3year old already but she is too cute.

中秋节快乐!

Good morning folks! It's mid-autumn season, a festival for mooncakes, lanterns and blablabla.

and last last Saturday randomly decided to go to Gardens by the Bay with gh.

Went to Marina Square for dinner first and realised there are so many new restaurants/cafes there.

Dinner at Manhattan Fish Market.

The food took pretty long and service was bad as there wasn't enough waiters.

Just a glass of ice water we asked for more than three times, yet it did not even come AT ALL.

My dinner. 

So yea, there were these light displays the moment we stepped into GBTB.

Dongdong chiang

Didn't really take a lot of them, since it didn't really wow me.

So yea, just these that I found cute.

The lanterns couldn't beat these lightings, though they're like here every night.

My first time coming in the night. So pretty ^_^

Bought our tickets for OCBC Skyway for $5.

& up we go~~

& Ta-dah. A photo from the Skyway. How beautiful~

My self-proclaim perfect shot of MBS. haha

Funny it was so dark up there we can't even take a proper photo of ourselves.

& there was this lanterns competition display when we came down.

Reminds me of Primary school when we used to have lantern making competition every year,

my mom would help me with the wires and all. I'm missing those times so badly.

Time to leave~ the pathway to MBS.

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Thursday class was !@#$%^&* tiring! Didn't have enough sleep the night before.

So yeah, dumb.

Anyway, I told E "Let's go moon-gazing during breaktime!"

Sweet girl got me egg mayo pancake from Mr.Bean

So we happily went up the roof garden looking for the moon, & found nothing =_="

Sigh pie, it was hidden by the clouds.

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Only manage to see it after our class, the big round moon! Finally.

& it was lazy weekend last week. I camped at home in front of my Macbook watching dramas.

Only went out for movie in the night.

Caught Prisoners at Grand Cathay

The show was pretty long and draggy, took them super long to find a small clue.

Yawnz.. & there were still some parts which doesn't make any sense to me.

Oh well.

Sunday supposingly going to the gym but laziness got into me.

I thought, yea I shall go for a swim since the swimming pool is nearer.

but I started watching my drama while waiting for mom to be home with food,

ended up I can't leave the screen.

Damn it I am hopeless...