The Fall

As I fall I wondered
what is waiting for me at the bottom?

Could it be a solid ground, a pond, a trampoline
or is it a bottomless pit I'm in?

I wish to fearlessly shout out my questions
"are you there my dear?"
"are you still there?"

but I couldn't

I fear no reply
or the possibility of just getting back my echo


I wish to fearlessly fall
enjoy the fall
and not think about what's going to happen

Cotton or spikes
happiness or death
If you're not there
I'll still be fine

or if I perish
don't worry, I'll still be fine...

Get the negativity outta me

Hi Blog, hi~

I'm back here writing nonsense.. Starting a new week finally with no exam stress! But I totally flunked my last paper. Quite depressing, I guess I didn't work hard enough ): So ended examinations with no celebratory feel at all. Too tired to be happy as well because exam was early in the morning and I slept pretty late chionging the night before. x_x

Last last Saturday went to Pauline's house to celebrate Axl's advance birthday and they prepared for us yummy food :D

Fried Chicken

Smoked salmon

Spaghetti

& Lava Cake ice cream

All done by our dear Chef Axl! except for the fried chicken I think.

Selfies with Stitch & bunny

 After cele headed to Suntec to study.

Esther took damn long to come T_T

& she randomly got me Ferreo Rocher saying

"I can't find your milo nuggets, so I got you an advance xmas prezzie"

 Like that also can.. hahaha

Back to Studying at The Coffee Shot

I had their Baked Herb Crusted Salmon.

Its yummy yummy!

After exam celebratory lunch at MEDZS

Herb Crusted Dory & yummy mushroom soup :P

by the way, their Rosti is good! better than Marché

ok then shopping and manicure before we headed to SPRUCE for dinner.

@ Bukit Timah, old fire station

Good food, good dessert, good music by SecondSunrise

but $_$

Saturday lunch @ Poulét with sis

Their Poulét Roti is delicious!

& also must must order.. the Truffle Mashed Potato. Heavenly!

Then yesterday, nothing better to do so I had some self-emoing session

& added some hearts to my lovely pink gelish nails

cuz I needed some love.

Hahahahah just kidding.

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No Title because this post is random.

My first paper tomorrow and I have not studied enough.
I think I would rather have those that require memorizing, I'm so bad at bombing nonsense on the paper on my own. Sucks at essays too. Examination is so freaking near but I feel the end of exam so goddamn far... & Graduation day even further, so so much further. Goshhhhhh

Anyway, I am out of leaves and so didn't take any study leave. Had to take unpaid leaves for exams too. KNS. This month salary gonna be so low ):
Couldn't be bothered to search for cafes to hop, but we did went to a few.

First stop, Lowercase cafe at Lasalle.

Freaking cold but really nice to study there, big tables and pretty spacious!

The food is kinda expensive because we aren't their students.

The price difference is :(((

Got chased out because they were closing already - 830pm..

So we headed to TCC at Bugis Junction, for dinner then continued studying..

 Calming Spirit - Chamomile Tea

Study day two: Beanstro @ Suntec City.

We sat with the perfect view of Fountain of Wealth, but it was too bright so...

Can't see from the photo

Yay to free flow soup for any order of mains :D

& recent Whatsapp's update on the blue ticks,

people seriously can come out with anything to 9gag about. 

Hahahahahhahaha

Last Friday managed to squeeze out some time to mini celebrate for my dear Cheryn's belated birthday. Cannot say celebrate also, because we only met up for a simple dinner. & even failed to take any photos. Except for this one with Jojo while waiting for the birthday girl.

Beanstro again last Sunday, now can see both me and the fountain yay!

Hehehehe

Vegetables Lasagna :P

& yesterday's free bento lunch from colleague :D

OMG TOMORROW EXAM   T_T

Paranoid beings

I wondered if there were cure to paranoia, so apparently yea just go for freaking psychotherapy or something. But then again, I think most women are crazy. Everyone needs a psychotherapy then. How do we always get so paranoid about everything? Feelings of insecure, doubts, suspicions, fear, out of freaking nowhere and then getting all depressed!

Why so self-torture? hahahah idk.

Been through once, I'll get through again.

It's study week once again...
Two more weeks of hell and I'm done.

Can't wait for exams to be over..
Can't wait for holidays... but my holidays still gotta work -_-"
Can't wait for short cruise trip..
Can't wait to gather back my friends cuz I miss them so much!
Can't wait to be able to laze at home all day not having to think of exams.
Movie marathons.. Countless dates.. and blablabla... anything except work and study.....

Life would be so much better without exams.. yawnzzz...
Please pray for me to score well.. Kamsahamnida :P