Sickly week

No joke to be coughing whole week man. but I think I had it much longer before. Plus naughty me always couldn't resist temptations so I didn't really stop myself from eating what I shouldn't. Oh well.
Result in coughing like mad whole freaking day. Super noisy lol.

Updating my recent watching dramas:

听见幸福 (Someone Like You)

Kill Me Heal Me

Healer

Because there are way too many dramas, now I would always read the comments or reviews on the show before watching it.

Seriously good move! hahahhaha. I have to say, 'Kill me Heal me' and 'Healer' both are super good!!

Best best best!

Ji Chang Wook is damn hot >_< Park Min Young is so pretty too

I gave up watching My Lovable Girl previously because it was kinda boring... Having Rain and Krystal in the show doesn't quite made it better. & when I went back to read on the reviews by those who finished watching it, they said it was a waste of time too. HHAHA so no regrets on giving it up!

Drama time is like the only time I can chuck my phone aside and totally forget about it, especially when it's freaking quiet with no incoming messages T_T. but then I still can't live without the internet because dramas need internet too! Oh man I'm so dependent on the internet 怎么办?

Let it just be now

I woke up today, head for work still feeling drowsy from last night's medicine.
Having to work with a heavy head suck so much. CNY 2015 have officially ended.
Life lately is just work, school, assignments, running nose, sore throats and nothing else.
I hope this will not be a whole year thing.

People always say that if you dislike your current life, do something about it. Make changes.
Can I quit working and schooling? Lol.
Sometimes I do try to find back my old self. I was a happy single, and that was because I had friends.
They occupied my time my mind and everything. There was no space for loneliness.
Eventually as time pass, things change. Everyone headed to their next phase of life, they got busy.

"We should meet up soon" is what I hear so often. I have no idea how soon is soon.
Everyone waits for somebody to come up with something, a plan.
& when a somebody finally does something, some can just push it off with a simple "not free".
There wasn't even a slight effort of finding time or rescheduling the plan.

It's disappointing to realize how we have distant ourselves with time, how vulnerable these friendships are, and how much some people do not care once they moved on to their new phase of life.


Sigh pie. TGIF anyway.

My Vanity

Why is it that sometimes I doubt myself so much.

It's funny how I always like to keep looking back at my own selfies.
Sound freaking zi-lian lol but I always think to myself that oh, I can smile like that. & how much I wish for it to always be there.

& during times when I start doubting myself again or when I couldn't smile genuinely,
I look back again and actually misses my own smile.
Then I'll tell myself that it'll be back.

I'm honest I love my own smile. Seriously, isn't it nice to see yourself happy?

I think I deserve that bit of vanity because not always do I actually feel confident being me.
& so I treasure it very much.

I'm thankful to all who made me smile before, now that I've realized how happiness is such luxury.