I thought I had my plans going perfectly.
Then the call came, and everything changed and I just cried.
No idea why too. Maybe because I had stressed about this before and made my decision, but now I have to think over again.
Working and studying together is hell. I like relax life, but it just seems impossible in this era. Especially in Singapore...
How I wish I can skip over this decision making process. Be in the course I like, working with a better income and enjoying holiday breaks once in awhile.
That's it, my slack life going to end soon. Just hope I have time for my boyfriend, family and friends.. and also time for myself... which I doubt I'm going to have..
Ahh.. so stress so stress.......
You tell me I have my weekends for social life... Then I asked about assignments and all... you tell me I can do them on weekends. I don't have five days of weekends... There's no freaking time for everything else. I don't like this kind of life, but I don't have any choice, do I? After all it's for my own future...
I feel so stress just thinking about it.
Just hope I can do it.
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