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Is it PMS or what. So often I find myself falling into depression, locking myself up from the outside world and feeling moody and upset about almost every single thing around me. It's like I'm back to how I was when I was a child, anti-social. Yea I overreact when I'm upset about certain stuffs, people see it as me throwing tantrums. I don't know, is it better to bottle things up and not make a joke out of myself? Well apparently those who are in tantrum are childish and not grown up; only kids throw tantrums.. I think so too.
Sigh. My walls are built up too strong, too high...

想幸福的人

Bad Friday

Slept late and didn't manage to catch enough sleep last night, now I am freaking shag T_T

& also, just checked my exam results and I totally flunked it. Received a freaking Academic Warning letter.

Sigh, now I just feel like quitting school. It's only level one and I can't do well. Level three perhaps I can kill myself.

Today is obviously not a happy Friday, but I totally brought this upon myself... -_-"

I want to eat Bibigo spicy rice cakes. A lot of them...

Colleagues and ex-colleagues :)

So last last Sunday we had a lunch meetup with ex-colleagues at NEX mall.

My dear girls who guided me from when I entered the company :)

& after Cynthia and Regine left, Onz and I went for massage at Chen Kang Wellness.

Shiok. Super shiok hahahah $_$

Our dinner at Bibigo Korean Restaurant was awesome, but a little pricey.

I thought it's worth it though!

Yummy spicy rice cake that is different from what I usually eat.

It's good! but not enough!!

Onz's Spicy Chicken Stew

& my Chargrill Bulgogi! Drools~

Genmaicha.

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Last Saturday, we had an advance Christmas gathering at Pauline's house and guess what?

Our lunch is entirely prepared by our little prince Axl!! Check it out check it out!

He is eleven and cook better than me... -_-"

Healthy salad

Cutely molded rice

Curry chicken!!!

Waffle fries <3

Tuna biscuit & cherry tomatoessss. I had so much of this :P

Yummy corns ^_^

& mushroom soup

Even the presentation is so good. & all taste damn good really.

Chef Axl have this culinary torch gift from Cindy and it looks like his toy car remote control! Hahahah! So we used it to BBQ our marshmallows and it tasted damn awesome. Except for the part when it got on fire. Lol~~~

 So we played Monopoly and Mastermind before leaving~

I got into full of debts in Monopoly!!! D: but won in Mastermind.

No luck but got brains. Heheheh.

That's all for now. I can't wait for Bangkok trip! 12more days!!! ^_^

Holiday Season!

Its December and December means CHRISTMAS & HOLIDAYS!
2013 is coming to an end and somehow, it'd been quite a fruitful year for me. Full of ups and downs though.
Sometimes I would think I really really need a change, but then changes make me feel insecure. Like we'll never know if the next step we take is a fall or a level up. Anyway, neither would be easy. Sometimes I choose to stay in my comfort zone because of fear. Then again I realised how vague my future is..

This year Christmas is going to be quite quiet for me. Since past few years I was the one who organized most of the celebrations, well eventually I got tired after knowing that nobody else truly bother (since I asked & nobody give any respond). So yea, save up my money from the gifting, and some time-alone instead of a busy December :)

Friendships

So we all knew, there are so many kinds of friendships in the world...

& the kinds I have.. as below...

- The hi-bye friends. Where we knew each other's existence, but know nothing about.
- Then there are friends whom we 'catch-up' only if we happen to meet in whatever occasions.
- Also, those whom I was once close with, but never cared after we gone separate ways.. They'll be like "oh we should meet up someday!!" yeah.. which I can't be bothered anymore because none of them actually bother to plan any simple meet up, and even when I did, they were never free for me. So.. Seriously, I'll just have to let it go.
- A few whom we meet up perhaps only once or twice a year but know we still do love each other regardless how busy :)
- & we have the super steady friends, one call and they're down with you for supper. (Y) or one thought about travelling and next minute the tickets are bought. o_o
- Lastly and most importantly, my bestfriends! People whom you can sometimes end up quarreling and getting angry with simply because you care too much. & those whom you can rant non-stop about any nonsense with them having to suck thumb and take it all in. HAHAHA

People come and go in our life, & I choose to treasure those who are worth ♥