Every time I decided on something, I would receive comments that it will be hard to do or that it might not be a good idea. Then I would start thinking a lot more and probably end up backing out a little. I need to start believing in myself that I can do it. Life is full of ups and downs, I might or might not meet the problems my friends mentioned. But if I'm not willing to try, I believe any jobs out there doesn't suit me at all. Because all roads have their different barrel, there is definitely no fully smooth path that will not meet any problems. If there is, really, everyone will be fighting for it and also there will be nothing much to gain from.
So yeah, I can do this! 加油! :D
Friday, April 20, 2012
Thursday, April 19, 2012
Event Management?
My Birthday is about 4months away but I sort of have the full idea of how I want it to be already. Half way through, I suddenly have the urge to try out working as an event planner. Sounds pretty interesting compared to sitting in an office everyday. So I'm going to start by looking for related courses. Hehe! I hope it's not too hard to get a certificate or whatever. Now I just need to make sure that I really want this, then I'll strive towards it. Please give me some support yea? haha.
One reason I chose this is because, I can't succumb to this kind of everyday-same life for too long. I feel like it's a total waste of my life!! Working without passion, just for money money and money.. Way too meaningless! Even though I don't fully know what an event planner do, (my impression of it is just..planning events?) anyway I bet it'll be better than office jobs. The satisfaction when everything that you had planned all went well, smile on people's faces and a break after all that. Isn't it like when we were in school rushing for projects and that relief and pleasure you feel after all the hard work? Furthermore, you get paid. Hah, I like (;
One reason I chose this is because, I can't succumb to this kind of everyday-same life for too long. I feel like it's a total waste of my life!! Working without passion, just for money money and money.. Way too meaningless! Even though I don't fully know what an event planner do, (my impression of it is just..planning events?) anyway I bet it'll be better than office jobs. The satisfaction when everything that you had planned all went well, smile on people's faces and a break after all that. Isn't it like when we were in school rushing for projects and that relief and pleasure you feel after all the hard work? Furthermore, you get paid. Hah, I like (;
Friday, April 13, 2012
You know how people like to talk things about people behind their backs? Its funny, because we all do it even though we hate it if we were the topic but yea, we still do it.
We see someone doing things that others seldom do, we talk about them, laugh over it. Then leave an impression on others who might not even really know the person, the impression that he/she is a weirdo.
So you see, all of us can actually leave impressions on anyone, even strangers who haven't even seen us before.
See how idols or stars get popular? We introduce them to each other. Because they stand out so much, good or bad, we talk about them.
Some people talk about someone they hate, so that others hate that someone too; and also to make sure people thinks they are right, so that they side them. We all do that. Eventually, everyone who hears about that someone start to observe if he/she is really like this. So yeah, lets say many other people do it too, but only one is being talked about. People observe that person, and confirmed that the rumors are right. Ta-da, no friends for him/her.
So much for being unique, being special. If you're unique in a way people disapprove of, you get criticized; well if the audience approve of your specialty, lucky you. That's the reality.
Oh but look, aren't everyone of us special? Yes, we are all different. That's why we judge each other, put labels on everyone, and constantly trying to prove to people that we are very common, normal; yet sometimes we want to stand out, but of course in the way people will approve of.
The irony. I don't even know what all of us want actually.
We see someone doing things that others seldom do, we talk about them, laugh over it. Then leave an impression on others who might not even really know the person, the impression that he/she is a weirdo.
So you see, all of us can actually leave impressions on anyone, even strangers who haven't even seen us before.
See how idols or stars get popular? We introduce them to each other. Because they stand out so much, good or bad, we talk about them.
Some people talk about someone they hate, so that others hate that someone too; and also to make sure people thinks they are right, so that they side them. We all do that. Eventually, everyone who hears about that someone start to observe if he/she is really like this. So yeah, lets say many other people do it too, but only one is being talked about. People observe that person, and confirmed that the rumors are right. Ta-da, no friends for him/her.
So much for being unique, being special. If you're unique in a way people disapprove of, you get criticized; well if the audience approve of your specialty, lucky you. That's the reality.
Oh but look, aren't everyone of us special? Yes, we are all different. That's why we judge each other, put labels on everyone, and constantly trying to prove to people that we are very common, normal; yet sometimes we want to stand out, but of course in the way people will approve of.
The irony. I don't even know what all of us want actually.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
I tell people I don't like to see the doctor. So I kind of drag it whenever I fall sick.
Truth is, I don't like to go to the doctor alone. Yes I'm more needy when I'm sick, sorry about that but this is me. I'm quite a needy and clingy person if it comes to someone I love; and very opposite to others. and what I have learned from people from everywhere, is that being needy scares off guys. So what I have to do, is just act like I'm not. But I don't think I can. I'm a girl, I get jealous very easily, I want to see you immediately when I miss you like mad. I try not to show it, but it would really kill me. Seriously, if I'm not being this way towards you, it's just because I don't care at all. Simple? Even though once in a while I would try to hide it like I'm supposed to... but I really can't do it forever. So yeah, It's sad if those I love can't accept me this way; I'll just keep waiting for someone to be able to then.
Truth is, I don't like to go to the doctor alone. Yes I'm more needy when I'm sick, sorry about that but this is me. I'm quite a needy and clingy person if it comes to someone I love; and very opposite to others. and what I have learned from people from everywhere, is that being needy scares off guys. So what I have to do, is just act like I'm not. But I don't think I can. I'm a girl, I get jealous very easily, I want to see you immediately when I miss you like mad. I try not to show it, but it would really kill me. Seriously, if I'm not being this way towards you, it's just because I don't care at all. Simple? Even though once in a while I would try to hide it like I'm supposed to... but I really can't do it forever. So yeah, It's sad if those I love can't accept me this way; I'll just keep waiting for someone to be able to then.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Too much of Self-consciousness
My flu is almost gone, almost, but not yet. and I am still in hell.
I don't know how I hurt my leg muscle, its freaking painful when I walk and I had to limp around.. like a clown... and I really really hate it! The feeling of people staring at me like a freak who walks so awkwardly. Urgh.
Subscribe to:
Posts
(
Atom
)