Blogger HTML code has become a stranger to me.

Is it that I forgot how to understand it already or their codes changed?

Now I'm a noob and I can't make my blogskin pretty, anybody wants to lend me a hand?

If not I'll just leave it this way.

But normally if my blogs aren't pretty, I wont stay long. Hahahha....

Temperamental Day

Today seems like a pretty bad day for me.
Not that anything really bad happened, but I already lost my temper early in the Morning just of a small issue which is nobody's fault but I just threw the blame to someone. I feel really bad now.

And right now, feeling stressful at work. Nothing really happened, but I feel so suffocated. Maybe its PMS, I don't know. Ahhh~ I'm having headache, wish I could just stay home today ):

I need my happy pill.....

The diet plan that always fail.

I can't quite stand it that my weight haven't been dropping at all but seem to be increasing instead. OMG! Short people can't afford to be fat T_T I don't want to look like a teapot(short&stout)!
It's so hard for me to lose weight because I am too lazy to exercise and I love food very very much.
Am I gonna be this fat or fatter for the rest of my life?? NOOOOoo!!

Motivations, determinations, please all come to me!!!

My Roommate..

I feel like I'm a super fail sister. I'm the elder sis but I can't even make my sis have a basic respect for myself. Always get shutup by her when I want to talk, and even when I want to share a story with her she don't even bother to listen everything just say whatever. Always kena suan by her wtf. I hate talking to my sister but I still like to talk her because there's no one else I can nag to at home. Argh what is my problem, and what's her problem man. I'm so angry and I can't do nothing about it.

Boring Sunday

Sleeping early on Saturdays equals waking up early on Sundays and nothing to do!!! Damn lazy to go out on Sundays but its so boring!! I only look forward to 10pm because of skipbeat. Ahh I'm rotting now, no entertainment ): and there's work tomorrow, ROARRRrrr~

I have a feeling this blog won't survive long

Life?

I don't quite understand what's the purpose of living if we are not enjoying life.
What's the use of working so hard everyday? For a better life in future? or for others?
What happens if half way through your hard-work, you unexpectedly pass away? Your hope for better life will then be gone. Is that worth? Definitely not.

Do what makes you happy, if it doesn't make you happy, do what makes the person you care happy.
and make sure the person's smile can make you happy. Anyway, you just have to be happy. Then you won't feel like life's wasted.


I took leave tomorrow to sleep longer. This is my way of enjoying life, to wake up naturally, not by an alarm clock. To be able to stay home not having to worry about anything. To cry and laugh over dramas on screen. To spend time with my friends, or blasting music and party like there's no tomorrow. I'm a couch potato and I love my life this way. Sadly this can't happen often.


kthxforreadingbye.

Life update

Here's a i don't know long or short update about my current life, its up to you whether you are interested or not.

I have actually graduated from Polytechnic for nearly a year already and I really really miss school. Some tell me, you'll want to work when you're in school but when you're working you'll want to go back to school. Not true for me! I didn't want to work when I'm schooling, not now either! Still prefer relax and slacking life, no responsibilities and also not so much things to worry about. Life after graduation is just stress and more stress.


So I'll be 21years old this coming August, and I still can't quite accept the fact that I have way passed teenage.
I've been thinking a lot on how to celebrate my 21st and until now I still can't make up my mind. I want to make it special, but that will probably cost quite a lot. So now I have decided not to think, until it's near. so stress.


As for work, yes I am working now ):
8:30am to 5:30pm everyday. Same as MP/SIP, but cannot slack as much. No long holidays, no exam results, no graduation or whatsoever to look forward to. I hate routine life. and the worst thing, no cute boys at work, so no motivation. Hahahaha.

I feel like going into interior design, but actually I know nothing about it. I didn't graduate from design school, neither am I a creative person. So I don't really know what to do, so scared that I can't do well in design field.

Ok anyway, I am still freaking single.
I love single life, but sometimes when I get really really tired, still wish for a shoulder to lean on at least.
I always think too much, until it becomes impossible for relationships.
I wish I can just love back anyone who loves me, but its so hard to say "i love you" to someone you don't love. How is it even possible that people can do it? It totally feels like a sin.
That's why I suck at lying.




Friday please come quick.


kthxforreadingbye.

Back to Blogspot

Hi there,

I have no idea why I'm back to here. Suddenly I just feel like telling people about my boring life, and posting on Tumblr will probably ruin my photos blog. Haha but I'm still a Tumblr fan alright.

So Blogspot have changed pretty much and I have to familiarize with it all over again. Which I kind of like IF I have the time to explore. And if you are wondering what is the difference with Blogspot and Tumblr, I will tell you soon.

Tumblr, you get to "like" or "reblog" other people's post and most of the posts are actually photos or quotes from anywhere. Most commoners don't actually post their own originality there, they just grab from people who take awesome photos or those smarties emotional happy dudes who think of cute emo inspiring quotes out of nowhere. Okay it does sound like Tumblr is filled with copycats, but its still cool anyway. Actually, I'm so lazy to explain all of a sudden. Haha. At Tumblr, we reblog to what other people post because we feel related. Its like when you have these emotions in you but don't know how to express it, then you see how somebody actually said it out for you, and knowing that you are not the only one who feels that way, it actually eases you.

As for Blogging, its actually more personal. You tell people about your life, your friends, the bitch whom you're jealous of, how your boyfriend is sooo sweet to you.. This and that. Yeah, stalkers will definitely love it if you have a blog like this. Unless you private your blog, bloggers are actually attention seekers. I am too, hahahah~
We want people to know that we exist, yes. So if one day when we suddenly die, at least we left traces behind.

I don't even know why my first post is about this. Boring uh, then how did you manage to read until here. Hahaha... Anyway above is just my opinion, I don't really care if its right or wrong; and if you do care, that's your problem.

okthxforreadingbye.