I've been falling sick very easily lately. I used to be pretty strong but I once wished to fall sick once in awhile so that I can probably get some attention from somebody. It's a dumb wish, I never did get what I wanted except for feeling like shit.
For years I've been waiting for someone to rescue me from this shitty feeling I keep having, then I realised it was myself who blocked everyone away. Then I wished someone strong enough could break down this wall I built myself, and bring me out of it. I don't know if anyone's strong enough, but definitely they wouldn't bother.
One day when I grow stronger again, I'll break this self-built wall down myself and fly away to freedom.
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